infinitealaska

I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in September, and every day it's a struggle to deal with my screaming voices and with my hallucinations- 67 the hermaphrodite, who tells me to stab people with forks, 5 o'clock the thin man with a rat on his shoulder who terrorizes me, Tuesday the succubus who scratches me with her poison claws, the pig who wants to eat my brain cells, and the snake demons. I want to go away in my mind to Lilani, my own world. I hate them and I don't know what to do.